To Shuhui, the most constant of all my constants. My big sister who stood by me despite everything. I'm truly grateful for all your gentle patience and kind words. It does not matter if it is early in the morning or late at night, whether I'm in Singapore or outstations, you will just be there for me, as long as I need you. You never once doubted me, even when people around you are saying otherwise. I'm thankful you always know when to give me space and never probe until I am eventually ready to talk. You are irreplaceable bimb, I will always be grateful.
To Jaselle, my twinny who understands me so god damn well. I can never be more thankful to know you during training days and our love and friendship for each other grew deeper and we become what we are today. Thank you for listening to my endless whines about work, friends, life and relationships. You are my pillar of strength and support when days were dark. You have so much love for me that you felt angrier than I am when shit happened. Thank you for being so strong and being so non-judgemental. Maybe it is because we are so alike that make us able to understand each other so well. Our emotions and our thinkings, they are always so identical it is crazy. I love you honey, forever and always.
To Kok Hao, le Indian prince. In spite of all your bitchness and kp-ing moments, I know in my heart you think and care about my happiness. On days when I refused to reply, you will text me every now and then to ensure I am doing okay and reassuring me you are there for me. When days were dark, you stopped your nonsenses and gave in to me, rearranged your whole schedule just because I wanted you to be there. Thank you for all these. I'm beyond grateful that underneath all these nonsense, ours is an unspoken quiet kinda love. And that's all that matters.
To Guops, the gentlest and sweetest angel ever. We do not meet often (We don't even know each other that long!) but I am forever grateful for how supportive and how neutral you are in things. How supportive and encouraging you have been. Thank you for just being there and looking out for me. So much love for you!
To D, the sweetest boy I once loved and the most vicious demon when days were dark. Much has been said, and I'm sorry for all the unhappiness and unnecessary fights we had. Thank you for all the attentiveness, patience and concern you once showered. I wish you happiness and success.
To everyone else who care, thank you so so much. I cannot thank you guys enough for the love and concern showered upon me. You realised who your true friends are in your darkest days and I'm glad this past 9 months had been eventful as it shows not only me, but friends around me, who are the keepers and who are the fuckers.
To the rest who have a lot to comment, thank you. What you heard and what you know is a one sided story. And we are not here to debate who's right and who's wrong. Whatever had happened had happened, it is what it is. We choose who we want to believe and who we want to stand up for. We choose who we want to protect and which secrets to spill (and some are just not yours to spill). Past months were lived in lies and deceptions, using one to cover one, protecting this with that. And to those tiny mind who think that my life revolved around one person and that all my posts is about him only, oh please, I wish. But life is more complicated than that and we have people we care and fight for as well. Life is not just about school and girls. 没有一个人非要一个人才能过一生. Peace out!
Happy Vesak Day everyone! xx
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